Wednesday, November 29, 2006


hmmm...does d tickets n commercial tell u something?! yes?! no?! here goes!!!


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songs frm albumz
-United We Stand
-Hillsong London
-Look To You
-More Than Life

~Hillsong United Concert 2006!!!~
was a cooL event 2 be..for ppL hu didnt go cant help it wei..it wuz d best Christian event for now i've been for..worship wuz 2 n a half hours.... it shows the passion of Christians in Malaysia..d preaching or more 2 say sharing wuz like 10-15 minuteS? Pastor Chrishan Jeyaratnam (facilitates the young adults community at Hillsong Hills) lead the Word...yeah...

"The band did not come here 2 perform but to lead us into worship"
his wordss

i lazy update more bout it le..

for more updates n all go 2 www.hillsongunited.com

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-beNdIt0-

-Random StuFf-



i so wanna watch 'step up' ..yea man..its a dance movie..n i LOVE dances..so i MUZ watch but i can't.. cuz almost out of cinema d..so i hav 2 wait for d DVD 2 come out ='(


LOLZ..another animal show..BUT i LOVE penguinss..so cute le..wanna pinch dem.. *pinch pinch* ><" alot of ppL say not nice but i also cant go out so how 2 watch?! +_+"


d OLD me wid my..er..sister?!..kaili...haha..blur cam..my fault..sorry ><" n wad time wuz tat..around 1++ in d morning..b4 she shifted le..leavin me LONELY..not for long d..cuz got alot of Lamers 2 hang out wid!!!


faggot!! i look dem gay n blur in dis picture le..where can??Sophira's cam got prob.. hahaha


haha..MMS work frm my dad's fone.. me wid liL Ryan..so cute!!!


D ChristClan frm SLS..durin 6th anniversary...havin a performance dis weekend..surely got more pics frm dere..lolz

that's it for now lor...lazy update d..at last..my blog wid pictures!!!!

-beNdIt0-

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

-From The Inside Out-

A thousand times i failed,still Your mercy remains,
Should i stumble again,still i'm caught in Your grace,
Everlasting,Your light will shine when all else fades,
Never ending,Your glory goes beyond all fame.

Your will above all else,my purpose reamins,
The art of losing myself,in giving You praise,
Everlasting,Your light will shing when all else fades,
Never ending,Your glory goes boyond all fame.

In my heart, in my soul,
I give You cnotrol,consume me from the inside out , Lord,
Let justice and praise,become my embrace,
To love You from the inside out.

Everlasting,Your light will shine when all else fades,
Never ending,Your glory goes beyond all fame,
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise,
From the inside out ,
Lord my sould cries out.

well..sang tat song durin d Hillsong United "concert"(update tat later)..its wuz more 2 worship den a concert..n tat lasted 2 and a half hrs =D played dis song durin service.. Daniel worship lead mer..so yea..NEW SONG!!!..haha..my fingers pain playing d electric guitar.. *perasan*..lolz

-beNdIt0-

Friday, November 24, 2006

Yellowcard - Only One

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)

I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one


Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one


d song i luv d most when i 1st heard it..its wuz like dang shock lidat..explains me..keke

=_="

^ben^

Rascal Flatts- What Hurts the Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
But i'm doin it
It's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret

But i know if i could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
Never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

What hurts the most, was being so close
And having so much to say
And watchin you walk away
And never knowing, what could have been
And not seein that lovin you
Is what i was tryin to do

not seein that lovin you
that’s what I was tryin to do…


hmmm..for some1 tat i juz noe..well..ur fav song..its kinda nice..hope i dun get addicted 2 it ;)

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

bored bored hols...nth 2 do...hate hols !!!

nick lachey- i can't hate you anymore

An empty room can be so deafenin,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burn the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But you couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,I can't hate you anymore....
I can't hate you anymore.

Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it changes the life right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.

And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But you couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But you couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

=D

-ben-zZz
bored bored hols...nth 2 do...hate hols !!!

nick lachey- i can't hate you anymore

An empty room can be so deafenin,
The silence makes you wanna scream,
It drives you crazy.
I chased away the shadows of your name,
And burn the picture in a frame,
But it couldn't save me.

And how could we quit something we never even tried,
Well you still can't tell me why.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But you couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,I can't hate you anymore....
I can't hate you anymore.

Your not the person who you used to be,
The one I want who wanted me,
And that's a shame but,
There's only so many tears that you can cry.
Before it changes the life right from your eyes,
And I can't go on that way.

And so I'm letting of everything we were,
It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But you couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.
But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.
Will I ever understand?

We built it up,
To watch it fall.
Like we meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me,
But you couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away,You stole my life,
Just to find what your looking for.But no matter how I try,
I can't hate you anymore.

=D

-ben-zZz

Saturday, November 18, 2006

lazy update...lolz

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

October Updatezzz

nothing much really le dis month...but cooL

1) grandma n aunties(twin) bday in seremban..kinda cooL..

----wad really happen-----

"kill Benedict!!kill benedict!!!"...ps2 la..multi player...play childrens' game..guess wad game...=.=" Teen Titans.. -wow-...haha..n all my cousinz team up kill me 1st..

Dinner time better...remember old ppL alwiz say dun "make a PIG out of urself"?..well..dinner got so many dishes got pork..cuz im at d adults table..children table got nicer food .><"

2)..hmm.hitz.fm dem cooL..i won like 3 times dis month..crazie eh..

1st time wuz on Joanna's bday..won myself a err....dunno wad... hitz.fm merchandise or sumthing
2nd wuz on 'net 9 at 9'..wid AdamC..won a stormbreaker goodie bag =)
3rd wuz on JasonLo time..won a Tgif goodie bag!!..haha

3)futsal
after long time no futsal i play..can die ..lolz..

update later la..sleepy..
-b3NeD!t0-